This is about earlier. I think he’s angry or pissed about the fact that I didn’t go to school awhile ago cause he thinks that It was because of my assignment cause I didn’t finish it.. Well, he thinks that I am making excuses but really, I didn’t feel well this morning.. I was sick and my throat hurts so bad..

Well, dad.. I thought you were proud of me cause I got 3 awards?! I thought you were? You see, I’m studying here!! (in Japan) working my ass off just for you and mom to see that I can do all of this.. and this is so hard for me lately.. All of it… Sometimes I just can’t deal with all of this crap.

Omg. why.